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(no subject) [Jul. 16th, 2004|07:09 pm]
Wow. Thats about all I can say. I love Margot and I am sad, I hope to god that I can see her before I go back to Decatur. It is unimaginable... She is so strong and I will have my mom help her if she will allow it... I want to be closer here now so that I can be with her more, I feel like I wasn't a good enough friend and now I will be guilty for not being here this summer, I will have to come visit more. I love her with all my heart...
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Black And White... [Jul. 14th, 2004|10:09 am]
Thats what I got for my brthday. Plus Legends of Dragoon and Jade Cocoon. Those are pretty cool. Then I also got a bunch of maternity clothes... yay! Now some clothes actually fit me! And I got a body pillow, and a baby book. Last night I went to Wisconsin to see my boys, Brad and Cad. Cad got me a french silk pie... *drool*.
I am enjoying being home now more. I got to go see Brad and Cad so it felt more like being here. I have also hung out with Wilen, which was awesome and felt more like home. We went to Jeffs house and I saw a bunch of millikids, which was crazy and fun, and MARGOT! yay! I missed my birds so much, I hate leaving them here.... maybe I should talk to Rick about bringing one back with me.......... I doubt he'd say yes. We get the new house on Friday, and he will be moving all our stuff in while I am gone, which is definately til monday because I jsut made a dentist appt for Monday morning, and Brad's birthday party is this Sunday. It has been a nice vacation even thought I didnt really go anywhere. Decatur can jsut be so depressing... and lame!
Well I am starving, time to go eat breakfast, I cant believe UI am up at 10, but Orion was kicking and wouldnt let me go back to bed!
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Its My Birthday.... [Jul. 12th, 2004|10:45 am]
So I'm 20. Hoo-rah. No parties, no fun, not even a family dinner to celebrate. My dad's meetings are more important and none of my friends have shown any interest in coming over. I wonder if anyone will even call? Guess we will see. Time to go watch my brother play Beatmania and fold a ton of baby clothes. I just wish that I had a brithday that wasnt so damn inconvenient for everyone else. Like so that maybe they could afford to make time for me or soemthing. Welcome to being 20.
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ITS A BOY! [Jul. 1st, 2004|04:34 pm]

I found out this morning :) So happy! Orion Benjamin McCoy is due on November 16th, 2004 (so far)
PSSST MARGOT and CAD and BRAD and MOJO I need home addresses so i can mail you something awesome-ness! Other than that... so excited. SO EXCITED. so happy its a little boy, yay!

Going hoem for the 4th of July! my whole family's going to see my big pregnant belly! I am going o be huge soon, but its so cute, I can't wait. For the week of July 11th-17th I will be in Barrington too, so lets all get together, and dance. Rick and I close on our new house by July 16th and will begin movng in. Theres even a room left over (after mine, ricks and ricks office) So lil Orion gets a nursery, and I get to decorate it, YAY! Couldn't be happier today. Time to g pick up rick from work. YAY!!!

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boooooored [Jun. 13th, 2004|06:01 pm]
-- [People Call Me:] becki, beck-eye, boo
-- [Birthplace:] elk grove village IL
-- [Current Stalk Me At…] Main St
-- [Eye Color:]Hazel
-- [Hair Color:] brown/bleached
-- [Height:] 5'4"
-- [Righty or Lefty:] right
-- [Zodiac Sign:] cancer

layer two - Describe....

-- [Your heritage:] welch, german, french and bavarian
-- [The shoes you wore today:] bare feet
-- [Your weakness:] uh, currently, pregnancy
-- [Your fears:]something going terribly wrong, and nt finding Gomez
-- [Your perfect pizza:] uh, cheese
-- [Goal you'd like to achieve:]Being the best teen mom there ever was, and becoming a psychologist, with a PhD

layer three - Tell....

-- [Your most overused phrase/expression on AIM:]definately
-- [Your best physical feature:] eyes, or maybe legs
-- [Your bedtime:] when i get exhausted
-- [Your greatest accomplishment:] uhm.
-- [Your most missed memory:] being not pregnant
-- [Pepsi or Coke:] pepsi!
-- [McDonald's or Burger King]both for different reasons
-- [Single or group dates:]Rick :)
-- [Adidas or Nike:] All Day I Dream About Sex
-- [Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:] yuck...
-- [Chocolate or vanilla:] nilla
-- [Cappuccino or coffee:] neither

layer five - Do you....

-- [smoke:] pregnant
-- [Cuss:] constantly
-- [Do you think you've been in love:] Current
-- [Want to go to college:] Current
-- [Like high school:] like(d) and not really
-- [Believe in yourself:] yeah
-- [Get motion sickness:] no
-- [Think you're attractive:] yes
-- [Think you're a health freak:] pregnant
-- [Get along with your parents:] no, but more now
-- [Like thunderstorms:] hate
-- [Play an instrument:] flute, guitar.. kinda
-- [believe in love] yeah
-- [believe there's true love?] yeah
-- [type w/ ur fingers on the right keys] close but no cigar

layer six- In the past month have you....

-- [Drank alcohol:] pregnant. fuck.
-- [Smoked:] pregnant
-- [Had Sex:] yes
-- [Made Out:] yes
-- [Gone on a date:] yes
-- [Gone to the mall] no
-- [Been on stage:] no
-- [Been dumped:] no
-- [Gone skating:] no
-- [Made homemade cookies:] no
-- [Gone skinny dipping:] no
-- [Dyed your hair:] no
-- [Stolen anything:] yes

layer seven - Have you ever....

-- [Played a game that required removal of clothing:] yes
-- [Been trashed or extremely intoxicated:] yes
-- [Been caught "doing something":] yes
-- [Gotten beaten up:] no
-- [Shoplifted:] yes
-- [Been rejected] maybe once
-- [rejected someone] yes
-- [manipulate someone] yes
-- [been cheated on] yes
-- [lied] yes
-- [gotten a hickey] yes

layer eight - The future....

-- [How do you want to die:] upside down crucifixion
-- [Where you want to go to college:] millibubble
-- [What do you want to be when you grow up:] a PhD totin' psychologist
-- [What country would you most like to visit:] germany, or maybe transylvania.

layer nine – Best….

-- [Best eye color?:] green
-- [Best hair color?:] brown
-- [Short or long hair?:] long
-- [Best height:] 6' ish
-- [Best weight:] carried well
-- [Best articles of clothing:] semi-tight shirts.. yum
-- [Best first kiss location:] neck
-- [Number of drugs taken illegally:] at once or all told? a bunch
-- [Number of piercings:] 2
-- [Number of tattoos:] 0
-- [Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper:] 7
-- [Number of scars on my body:] tons
-- [Number of things in my past that I regret:]about ZERO

layer eleven – Favorite….

-- [People] my baby?
-- [Band/Group] incubus or maybe... no incubus works
-- [Time of Day] when I am awake and not tired or sick
-- [Fruit] white grapes?
-- [Person to talk to on the phone]uh, im nt bigon this
-- [Cartoon]Dexters Lab
-- [Singer(s)]...
-- [Famous person]Bruce willis maybe, or adam sandler. Chucky P for sure
-- [Color] GREEN

layer twelve – Who….

-- [Makes you laugh the most]jill and kat
-- [Gives you a happy feeling when you see them]my friends
-- [Is the easiest to talk to]myself
-- [Has a crush on you:]everyone!
-- [Who would you want to see right now]Bradley, Jill, tay-doh, cad... :(
-- [Was the last person you slow danced with?] Rick
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(no subject) [Jun. 13th, 2004|05:18 pm]
I dont know if I like this or not, I am starting to get a belly! ACK. Its kinda funny, since i've always been so tiny. Anyways, only 21 wks left, yay! The due date was moved up to Nov 16th, which is fine, as long as they keep moving it closer!! I still haven't figured out how to put pictures up on here yet, so I will download them to a website or something and then put up the link here. yeah thats what I'll do! oh and as you can see i am finally OFF bedrest! We have an ultrasound appointment for june 30th, and we'll be able to find out the sex. Rick STILL doesnt want to... so who knows if we will or not, because if I find out I know i'd screw up and tell him, so I may jsut try and wait the rest of these 5 months, but damnit I want to know!

Staying in Decatur has been boring so far, mostly because I am not allowed to do a whole lot. I miss roller costers in the summer, BUT ice cream tastes better than ever! i am so craving a DQ Blizzard. I also miss drinking a lot, and my other fun stuff i did. But its a worthy sacrifice and I could think of nothing easier to quit over. I am excited and ready though, to go baby clothes shopping! its going to be sooo cute. Currently we are trying to pick names, which is a lot harder when you dont know the sex... but its a lot of fun too. if anyone has cool suggestions let me know! :)

Well I amsupposed to be calling one of my aunts, and now I really want ice cream (and thanks to rick giong to the store for me I have some!) we are also working on a baby announcement so when we get it done I will post that too! Bye everyone!
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As Good A Time As Any... [May. 27th, 2004|01:31 am]
To let you all know what is going on.

Please don't be offended if I didn't tell you right away, it wasn't my choice.

Anyways, here goes. I am pregnant, 15 weeks (About 4.5 months). Obviously it is Rick's baby. It is due on November 20th. I have been really sick because of it, and even had to go to the emergency room yesterday. I am supposed to be on complete bedrest, but it was boring me to death so here I am on the computer.

I dont really know what else to say, I have 3 different ultrasound pictures, that I plan to post if I ever realize how to, or you can e-mail me to have them sent to you. Or you can e-mail me for any reason. We are both very excited aout our new arruval but have yet to decide whether or not we want to find out the sex (rick doesnt want to, I do) which we would be able to do by 20 wks. (20 wks is when they can be totally certain but you can find out at 16 wks).

Our parents are being very supportive, Ricks dad even bought us a car seat, stroller and swing already. My parents are visiting this weekend (i hope).

Well since I am supposed to be on complete bed rest, I should go lay down now. Love to you all and hope to hear from you!!!
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Don't Stop Just Yet [May. 16th, 2004|10:29 pm]
So its official. I am staying in Decatur his summer. I have an announcement to make. I will make it either on the 23rd or 24th. It is big. I move out of the dorms on Tuesday. I will live with Rick until we both move into the "Blue House". After that he is buying a new house for me to live in, possibly with him, possibly not. But it will be fun to live in Decatur for the summer. I am trying to get a job at the hospital. that would be neat, but so far they haven't called. I hope they do because working at the hospital would give me an easy in to the Psych ward. YAY!

So people had better come visit me in Decatur this summer, i dont want to be friends with townies damnit!! At least I will be living "with" Rick so ill have a friend around. We have been together now for like a year and 2 months or something. it is goin great and we still have no problems. We have a lot more stress now because of stuff and his graduation and stuff, but that will all be over on the 23rd. hoo-rah! okay so I havent been doing a whole lot lately, I have been SOOOOOOO sick its not even funny. I hate it, I feel so damn useless. practically 2 months of straight sickness. damnit all!

Well I gotta run, because I dont feel well. hope everyone is doing better than I am... oh yeah and fill this stupid thing out

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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(no subject) [Apr. 26th, 2004|05:12 pm]
Today I kicked a test's ass! It was fun, because it was all about what I think this ancient culture was about and what happened to them (they basically disappeared off the face of the earth) So that was good, and I wasn't expecting to do as well as I did. YAY!
Last night something really UBER gay happened. At about 2 in the morning I turned on my sink to wash a fork so Rick could eat ramen (my sink is in my dorm) and then when finished, I tried to turn it off. NO DICE! how gay is that? my sink won't shut off! and for a long time it was gushing out it wouldn't even go to soft or quiet, then after like an hour of me and Rick taking turns trying to fix it, I got it to a point where I could stand it without wanting to blow up Oakland. So anyway, i sent in a report to my RA and she hasn't even responded yet, what a bitch! I really am getting a headache from the damn noise, its so annoying you have no idea!
Other than that, saw the FAM film festival this weekend, it was neat, there were some really high quality films and some pretty damn good ones, well and then there were a couple bad ones, but I went for Rachel's and it was damn cool.
So I don't think I am going home this summer. I didnt get my job at Clarke Mosquito Control like I had last summer, so there's really no point. I am going to try to get a job at one of the hospitals here in town at the Psych ward, or really just anywhere in the hospital would be cool, if not, then maybe a book store or something. Some place clean and quiet, no damn restaurants or anything!
Rick's Senior Show is this Sunday May 2nd, and it's going to be great. He's freaking out and the week after that will probably be the worst of our lives (you'll all find out why) Ugh its lame to be me right now!
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(no subject) [Apr. 20th, 2004|01:28 am]
I dont know anymore. I love robots.
I will never live up to these expectations.
I hate using excuses, but I have to. I have no will.
I hope everyone understands. If they do not, I will fail.
I will fail either way, that is already sealed.
School is a pit of lame worries that account for everything.
I wish school wasn't such a joke.
I wish my puppy was here, and okay.
I wanted to work in a hospital.
I hope Clarke hires me for this summer.
I hope I can make as much money as I need to.
I hope that this doesn't kill me, or maim me beyond recognition.
I wish I had the necesseties to make this easy.
I wish my car worked.
I wish I didn't have to borrow money from Rick because my parents are selfish dicks.
I wish my parents would realize the world is bigger than their wallets.
I wish I didn't hold so much contempt and spite for this world and what it has served me.

I do not wish to have all I ask for, I simply wish to stop getting things for which I have not asked.
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